Life At 40+... Alone and Happy!😊
Actually, I am inwardly in a good place. I choose to be alone. I choose my connections and my inner circle wisely. I choose to be selective and not reckless.
The truth is, I am older now. I am wiser now. I have come into myself, the part of me that was photosynthesizing while in my younger years has finally bloomed!
I like being alone. I like being able to think and to breathe. I like me!😊 Some people don't like themselves, and hide in crowds to runaway from themselves, the parts of them they hate, but I actually like who I am and who I have become and who and what I am yet becoming.
I don't need to be around huge crowds all the time or even the in crowd beyond my own circle to feel needed, wanted, important, loved or liked. I am not wired that way. I am not fawning for people's approval. I have God and my confidence in Him is enough to get the job done.
I HATE drama.🙃 I HATE stress.😐 I AVOID miserable people who refuse to change the state of the their human condition.🛑 Denial destroys your life. Pointing the finger at other people who did not cause your misery, life challenges or mental and emotional disorders are harmful to them and to yourself.
I find comfort in being alone. I can be in big crowds and still be alone and content with a cup of coffee. Others can be in big crowds, cordially be in contact with other people and outwardly look as if they are having a good time but inwardly they still feel lonely, frustrated or discontent.
I love diversity, but I despise toxicity. People and all their baggage can become a problem and also an unnecessary weight to bear. "You're not like us." That can actually be a good thing.👍🏾 I don't know what you had to say and do to become who and what you are.👀👌🏾💯. I'm not sure if you are even actually happy with your life.
However, I am. I am happy with Rashea! I like Rashea! I actually love who and what Rashea is, with God's help!😊
Big crowds and the wrong circles left me feeling stressed out, in pain and always defending myself against their shenanigans of entitlement and supremacy to the rest.🙃 I was too drained to even think or give effort to what I loved to do. People, the wrong people can be a bit much. They get upset and irate when you stand up to them and walk away from their extreme behavior and nonsense.
Lonely? No. I am happy!😊
I am finely okay with being okay without your okay, whoever you are.🤣 The truth is most people who deem themselves super important or even famous, I never even heard of.😂 You're important in your circle, but outside your circle you are unknown, just another human walking the earth like everyone else 🤣 It's rare you meet someone that is known worldwide. Now THAT'S BIG. THAT'S important.👌🏾💯
Money may make you wealthy, but not important. Being around the in crowd may make you feel seen or not😂 but not important. Your personal journey of success and prosperity is yours to steward not others. I choose to be happy even if that means being without you and your misery.😊 True importance is you becoming the beat version of yourself and encouraging and watching others become the best version of themselves.
Rashea@LLO2
